April 9, 2023
episode description
If nobody wants you, does that mean you're free? I guess that makes me the freest person ever.
transcript
In my last episode called the fear of failure, I talked a lot about how the idea of failure makes me feel and also like anticipating future failures and all that.
But I've been listening to this song by SZA and honestly, I don't even know if the song is relevant to what I talked about.
But there's this like first couple sentences that are I guess sampled from a conversation or whatever and I was like wow why didn't I think of that? It really blew my mind.
The song begins with the question, how do I deal with rejection? I'm dealing with a lot of rejection right now. It makes me feel very small.
And then someone replies like, oh that's great if nobody wants you you're free.
I was like, what? What does that mean?
But I kind of felt like, yeah nobody wants me I'm free :D! But then also like, nobody wants me :(
I don't know. Anyway I like this song so without further ado here is Far by SZA.